i gave her my heart, she gave me a pen.

WHEEEEEEEEE! im freeeeeee. ok, well sort of. last week alone was hectic. with presentations and submissions and aaps whole rantai thingy. it was funnnnnn! im really glad she did it. im really hoping that this year will end with a big bang. ok, maybe not but i hope next year is a better year. don't feel like blogging much.

what a feeling!

this got me laughing my ass off, seriously.

don't leave me out here in the cold

masa.
memaksa kita
berpisah bagi sementara
tak pernah ku pinta

ada.
kalanya
kita tak mampu merencana
takdir yang terlaksana

satu hati dihujung langit
satu itu sepuluh
sejauh lima sakti
cinta yakin kembali

biar.
biar lah pari pari
usah kau bersedih hati
ku percayakan mu

biar.
biar lah oh pari pari
usah kau bersedih hati
ku akan kembali

siksa.
terseksa oh batinnya
usah lagi kau titiskan air mata
nanti ku tersiksa jua

benar ia
benar benar menyiksakan
jika ini satu rintangan
harus kita jadikann..

satu hati dihujung langit
satu itu sepuluh
sejauh lima sakti
cinta yakin kembali

biar.
biar lah pari pari
usah kau bersedih hati
ku percayakan mu

biar.
biar lah oh pari pari
usah kau bersedih hati
ku akan kembali

whoo! alright.. yeah uh huh

things ain't how they used to be

and im back from the raya break. anyhoots, selamat hari raya (hope it's still not too late) break wasn't oh so fun but it's pretty good to get out of town once a while. oh well, that's life. this year definitely wasn't the best one i've had. goddddd, i wish you're here. i miss you like crazy.

apart from that, im back in college and things are getting hectic. blehhhh BIG TIME.

when reality strikes in

It is so easy to see
Dysfunction between you and me
We must free up these tired souls
Before the sadness kills us both

I tried and tried to let you know
I love you but I'm letting go
It may not last but I don't know
Just don't know

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

A bed that's warm with memories
Can heal us temporarily
The misbehaving only makes
The ditch between us so damn deep

Built a wall around my heart
I’ll never let it fall apart
But strangely I wish secretly
It would fall down while I'm asleep

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you, babe

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

Tough we have not hit the ground
It doesn't mean we're not still falling,
Oh I want so bad to pick you up
But you're still too reluctant to accept my help
What a shame, I hope you find somewhere to place the blame
But until then the fact remains

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes you so hard to stay
Nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

;(

once upon a time

hullo there