you have stolen my heart, but i want it back

uh oh.... what to do man oh man oh man
why is the internet so boring these days? if you've got any ideas what i should do when i'm online please tell me.
one of the reason why i'm always "busy" when i'm online is because i play bejeweled, hehe. maybe i should start playing sollitude again. or that brick thingy game. no, i should be reading instead.

you know there's something wrong with you when

1. you think you're perfectly fine but the truth is that your head is throbbing
2. you log off the computer but 10 minutes later, you come back to the computer and you sit there for a moment and you think to yourself "why am i here again?"
3. when you want to watch a romantic movie you end up watching something filled with action and stuff because you think that it's way better than watching those sappy love movies.
4. your girlfriend tells you that you watch way too much movies and that you should stop.
5. you're surrounded with tissues all over your bed and that you're down with a flu.
6. your list ends here.

POP goes my heart

a minute ago i knew what i was going to talk about. talk about short term memory lost. oh, i saw this and i like the ending part where the narrator explains about owning it and blablabla. one day pops, one fine day okay?




EXHAUSTED

you know you are really tired when you've come to a stage where you don't know what you're doing and what comes out of your mouth. and after staring at the wall for sometime, you go "eh, what was that all about?".

this one is for you bozos

stupid bloody inconsiderate fucking asshole driver. you wasted 15 minutes of my LIFE and not to mention others too. mangkuk hayun tak guna akal betul. you passed bloody driving school with effing flying colours eyh? and your instructor told you that double parking and parking outside of the yellow box is not against the law? THINK AGAIN asshole! the trouble of me getting out anddddddddd i was holding the traffic. dah la aku drive a tank, kalau kelisa takpa la jugak. and at least have the courtesy of leaving an effing note. eg "HI, SORRY IF I'M BLOCKING YOUR CAR. PLEASE CALL ME AT THIS NUMBER/I'M AT THIS PARTICULAR SHOP/OFFICE" or leave your business card la. wtf do you do with it? simpan dalam kotak buat kenang-kenangan? stupid idiot! arghhhhh. i hatehatehate malaysian drivers. they're so kiasu. but thanks to you bozos, you make me think twice before doing something stupid like you do and make me try to be a better driver. not that i am one, but i think twice before double parking. stupid idiot... eeee arghhh. stress tau. dah la nak cari parking satu hal. bila jumpa nak parkkan my kereta kebal tu lagi satu hal pulak. kalau nak park kancil ke, kelly ke takpe la jugak. grrrrr.... you know what, i'm so mad i dont want to talk about it anymore.

please excuse the profanity and anger. i just lost it. i just can't stand it anymore. i usually suck it in whenever i come across some bozo on the road. i was so stressed the whole day just because of one stupid car. yeah, i do get stressed with other drivers and when i'm on the road at times... okay maybe most of the time. but yeah, gila cannot tahan i almost screamed but tahan je la. i would have caused my own life if i caused a commotion. tu la dia rakan-rakan, story saya about another typical stupid insensitive asshole driver that you might have come across on the road.

don't look at me that way, it was an honest mistake

sink or swim? i guess i floated on a okayy.