as i am writing this, i have cravings for mcd's and burger king.

last night was a very interesting night. what started off with art talk ended up being a bonding session which i haven't had in a really long time. my friend and i were discussing about a recent exhibition that she had which was collections of artworks by local female artists. it's very rare to see exhibitions by female artists today. there's a school of thought which says that art has no gender, however it's ironic to see that it's being dominated by men. perhaps it's because women have other responsibilities like their family they have to put first. but they don't give up. one of the reasons why is passion which keeps them going.

so, i asked my friend, "what keeps you going with what you do?" she told me that though she may not have the easiest job in the world but to be able to talk to people who are experienced and are passionate about what they do keeps her going. experience it's something that no one can take away. then i asked myself the same question. there are days when i feel like giving up and leave everything behind, then i think about how much i love my family and my own future. my parents have sacrificed so much for me to be able to be where i am now. so, i try and do the same for them. i know may not be the all-star daughter but i try my best to do well where i can. i guess it's part of growing up when you realize these things. okay, i should stop taking life seriously.

so, what keeps you going?

hello reality. miss me?

yeah, i bet you did. coming back home was such an overwhelming feeling. i have so many things to do right now and my mind is everywhere. i'm trying to take one step at a time and praying that everything goes well.











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there is nothing to say but the things i know i got nothing to say but the things i know