stop making the eyes at me, i'll stop making the eyes at you

so, yesterday was the installation of our public art and the presentation. it was fun but it was raining the whole afternoon so we were all wet wet wet and shivering by the time we finished putting it up. yep, we had to use a lorry since everyone's sculptures were big and no one dared to walk all the way to ou ;p hehe
then, i spent the entire night finishing up my work which two of them tersalah colour so i had to redo it tadi after class.... but it's all good. whoever invented nutella is a pure genius because it is one of the best midnight snacks. ice cream+nutella? yum! ohh, kena try ritz crackers with peanut butter & jam jugak. yumster jugak.
i don't know what's going on with me lately. i have trouble sleeping and i wake up early. i get tired in the afternoon but the thing is i can't sleep. i stay up at night and i get soo bored because sometimes i run out of ideas on things to do. i think my moods are affected as well. sometimes i can't even think straight and i wish everyone would just shut up and make up their minds because i'm sick and tired of making decisions for everyone and doing things for everyone. i mean, i'm okay with it but there are times when i feel like i'm being taken for granted and all i want is just to be left alone because i really don't mind being alone because i'm used to it and i don't care anymore. and maybe, just maybe give me a little bit of credit because i've been running around here and there and i'm so tired and all i want is a peace of mind and not feeling crappy.
dang, i don't know man. maybe i'm just being cranky maybe i should get some sleeping pills eh?
honestly speaking i feel crappy. i still do. i'm trying my best. all i want is to do a great job without feeling sucky. it's a bit tough but hey it's life right?