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i don't want to say much. i hope you guys understand it.

oh darling, you're a million ways to be cruel

you come, you save and you fade. you're there but i can't see you. you're familiar but i can't figure out who you are. i feel safe whenever you're around. but the thing that bothers me is that you suffocate me.

after all, you're just a dream

can i have the hokey pokey flavour please? make it double scoop thank you.

i am so bored, i could cry now.
i wish my house was near a beach or a lake.
i want to move on to a different phase.
i want people to stop talking.
i want a less stressful life.
i want to stop thinking too much.
i want to be to be a jack of all trades.
i want to have all the clothes in the world.
i want all the books in the world.
i want to have all the movies in the world.
i need a better memory.
i need to be more responsible.

but the most important thing right now is that
i want a garlic crusher.

to be alone by myself

i wonder if a clown has ever felt sick of putting a smile on everday or make up for that matter to look pretty? wait, why do they wear make up again? they don't look pretty, they look freaky. even bobo the clown gives me the hibby jibbies.
a couple of days ago, a friend came up to me cheerily asking me if i wanted IT the movie. i gave her the i-am-mortified-and-speechless look and she quickly changed the topic. later that night while i was driving alone, i had this imagination of IT at the backseat going BOO.
damn it, the clown sidetracked me. i was suppose to talk about something else and i wanted to relate it with clowns but the clown stole the whole thing. ish, this is so annoying. speaking of clowns, i feel like watching the dark knight again.

when my brains give me a wake up call

trix! you need to wake up and start mooooviingggggg! UP UP UP

stop being such a lazy ass and start doing what you're suppose to do. get things done quick!

start with a list. you like to be organized don't cha don't cha?

*yawwnnnnnnnsssssssss* ooookayyy annoying voice inside my head

some things that we lost in the fire

some people are just so unlucky ;(

if only subway opens 24 hours. drive-thru

if only, what if. just bury those words already.

sunday bloody sunday

i woke up early in the morning with a really sick feeling in my stomach. the second time i woke up i ended up throwing up. twice. then i decided to play some songs from the computer and i realized that my songs, ALL OF THEM got wiped out from my mp3. darn it. arghhhhhhh!!!!! then while i was having breakfast with the neighbours at oldtown and they were playing those 90's boyband love songs. lagi la rasa macam nak muntah. since i felt so sick after that, i ended up sleeping the entire day while everyone else was having fun in the sun.

god, i hate sundays

if i never see your face again i dont mind

while talking to a friend last night on msn, we realized that we had nothing better to do so we decided to play a game called "create a sentence with six titles". it can be movie titles, song titles... whatever makes you happy. just dont mix it. go ahead, give it a try. i dare you.

we are young we are free

so what if you're afraid to jump into the fire?

i wish the weather wouldn't be so sunny. i like it gloomy, it gives you that warm cold sleepy let's sangap feeling. ;)

you could never be my unintended

good news
i haven't been going out..... much
i pretty much spend a lot of time in my room
i read books
i've been doing some research on some art stuff
i don't watch tv
i don't watch much movies
i'm organizing my desk
i've been at home

bad news
i'm being anti social
i don't want to answer my phone
i don't watch movies
i don't want to be in contact with the outside world because i like staying at home
my canvas is definitely rotting in my room
i'm still not done reading a book since tuesday
i'm just plain lazy
worst part is that i like it

nimble, meet quick

hello edward, we meet again......