because im not good

hi, i think i am going crazy. i have been emotionally unemotional or in other words i look like i am stoned. i hate that word. i still don't see the point of blogging because whenever i want to write about things i end up deleting it and i feel like kicking myself because i just wasted my time. i haven't been sleeping much, i haven't been responding to people, feelings, things, etc. god, what is wrong with me. i have two more friggin' weeks till the year end break and it won't be much of a break since i have a strong feeling that it will be swamped with assignments. i really don't know how i am going to do this and i don't want to know right now.
i was really looking forward for this raya haji holiday even though it's just one day but yeh, you know i am always desperate for a public holiday even if it's just for a day. but after today's class i don't think so.

sorry if i have been cranky. it must be the lack of sleep. damn it, it's 3 in the morning now and i still can't sleep and i have given up on my cad. argh geram doh it's.not.even.funny.

ohmaigod, i ran out of coffee. weih, seriously not funny man.

i'll stop whining and continue my work now. shut up trix, there are more people suffering out there.